i know this is retarded. i can't see my posts and yet i'm still posting. correction: i can't see my blog at all. and i know alot of other people can't see it either, but i have absolutely no idea how to make everything better. so to people who cannot see this, if you EVER see this, i apologise.

i'm sorry, i'm frustrated and pissed, and its early in the morning. i'm hungry, and my nose is running./:

this is the few words that are my motivation to get over and done with this day: "As much as it hurts, I don't regret "us." People come in and out of our lives for a reason. We both know that.
We've just gotta remember to keep lookin forward... most of all, keep lookin up. Ivan Koumaev, you've shown me a world I thought I'd only see in my dreams. Thank you for loving me."
yes, its quoted from april's blog.

and i know i shouldn't feel glad at all about this, but (:
its kind of wasted though, that such a long relationship was singlehandedly destroyed by fame.
see what kind of bullshit fame does to your life? even if its not you who gets famous, but the people around you who do, people who you love and care about the most. what do you do? encourage them to keep on trying to make it big in the media industry, or try your best to shelter them from the monsters of celebrity-hood.

april chose the former. it didn't turn out well. i pity her, in a way.
but for now, ivan is single! (:

♥ Do what you do,
down on me